Beginnings

I don't even know if that is how you spell beginnings, but I tried. I write my thoughts so others can see them, not understand them. But if they are understood, then I've achieved more than I set out to accomplish. 

I am riding lightning with my life. Things are so sparatic and paralyzed. But that's okay. I guess as driftwood we get to see more of things, but that's harder than just seeing the waves from the shore. I am in college, and soon will be out.  Soon spring will be in, and winter will be out.  

When will I be in?