there's the fan, and i see my hand getting too close

When i was little my Mom used to read to me tons of children's books, as i got older i started reading them on my own. I think the Box Car Children were the first series i started. Anyway, this last sunday i went to the trappist abbey, which is a monastery in Newberg, Oregon. I bought a book by children's book called Francis, by an author named Tomie De Paola. 

  finals are super tough and life is sometimes difficult , i am freaking through my teeth. i'll just wake up and see what happens.

 so what the deal with old friends; i am really confused about where i should stand with an old friend. should i stay for them to encourage them, or should i go to make it easier on myself? As faith goes, one who finds faith because of  another... does that another have a right to leave? 

There's a bright fan, that's spinning and it's keeping me cool, but i'm getting too close. And this fan, she might just be chopping off my fingers.